As part of my journey, I have decided to write down some of the things I want to do sexually before it’s too late. They will have two effects: one is something to inspire me to lose weight, get in shape, and focus my mind on finding things I actually want to try.

Depression has a habit of making me procrastinate about making lists and persuading me not to make a decision. Writing these down is an ongoing task, but it’s starting to take shape.

Brooding Street Scene

MIND

A few things about my mindset that I’d like to change/improve going forward.

BODY

Things about my body that I’d like to change/enhance. Not weight but things that have some meaning.

BUDDIES

The kinds of guys I’m into. It’s not an exhaustive list, but a few of my top types.

GEAR

I’m feeling the need for new gear, time to look and feel sexual.

LOCATIONS

Locations where I’d like to try having some fun, be it old buildings or outside.

TYPES

The kinds of sex I’d love to try with the guys I wanna have fun with.

TOYS

A list of toys I’d like to own, for my own, or others pleasure.

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