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Turning 50 has pushed me into a more honest place. After significant weight loss, I’m facing a body that feels healthier but harder to accept, while my dream journal continues to reflect themes of control, invasion, and reclaiming space shaped by my past experiences of grooming and rape. I’m also making deliberate choices about body autonomy — including an upcoming *ahem* enhancement — as part of learning to inhabit my body rather than just survive in it.

I have been interviewing for a new job for the last few weeks. It’s one that I know I can do and one with a prestigious company. It is taking its toll on me; five interviews is a bit much for anyone, and each time I’ve interviewed, I’ve been led to think it’s the last… Read more: Wisdom, Teeth & Repeat

It’s been a busy week with job hunting, interviews, and a trip to Birmingham to spend time with my friends. On top of that, today is my birthday, and I’ve travelled to London for an appointment that could have been a phone call. Towards the end of last week, I booked two-second interviews for the… Read more: Trains, Plain and an automobile

The article discusses procrastination as an emotion regulation issue, not laziness. It explores underlying factors such as fear of failure, perfectionism, and preference for immediate rewards. The author shares strategies to overcome procrastination, advocating self-awareness, time management, breaking tasks into smaller steps, and embracing imperfection. Procrastination is redefined as an opportunity for growth.

The infographic resonated with me and made me question if I’m lonely despite enjoying solitude. It may also be helpful to others. Check out the @RealDepressionProject website for more. #loneliness #selfreflection

It’s been a long few days, what with looking after two flu-riddled parents and living with a young cocker spaniel. Although I am a guest in the house and living rent-free, I understand that my parents may need my help, regardless of whether or not they want it. So, I’ve done everything possible to ensure… Read more: Ups, downs and fundaments

In the past week, I’ve been actively seeking new job opportunities, finding more than expected. Despite the lack of immediate responses, I maintain perspective and avoid stress. Simultaneously, I’m supporting my unwell mother, wanting to reciprocate her care as a poignant acknowledgment of our enduring bond. Patience, resilience, and gratitude are essential in both personal and professional journeys.

The past week has been emotionally challenging, marked by job searching and contemplating a location change. Despite feelings of uncertainty and longing for the past, there are glimpses of hope and determination for a ‘new life’ outside London. Through self-reflection and planning, a newfound sense of purpose and resilience is emerging.

The author expresses fear and lack of support while seeking a new job. Despite some positive developments, they struggle with self-doubt and familial criticism. They reflect on learning Japanese and making a pie amidst personal challenges. A compassionate response from an AI prompts them to consider being kinder to themselves.

For the greater part of my career, I have worked for software/solutions vendors and can see a few parallels between my experiences in software and the post-office scandal in the U.K. While I cannot understand how, between Fujitsu and the Post Office, this situation was allowed to happen, I can imagine some of the personalities… Read more: The Post Office Scandal and Personal Experience