Last night, I found the twitter/X profile of someone I know of who is a Dom Daddy. Looking at his profile I was in awe of how confident he was, how much he enjoyed being himself, and how comfortable he is with sex.
While I found his profile hot, it left me reflecting on how I could ever be anything like him.
Some part of me wants to be sexual, and dominant. But given my low sex drive, situation and inability to be self confident and express what I want I fell back into negative thought patterns.
I felt really down, knowing I could never be anything like this guy, like I would love to be. I would get in my own way, mess up and be just as closed off, weak, fat and down as ever. I know I can change, but I’m not sure how.
I know I shouldn’t compare myself to others, but it’s hard not to. Especially when thoughts of a new life is on the cards.
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